Monday, 24 September 2012

Things I've learnt and I'm still learning =)



Due to past experience and just observing

I've come to realise that

Everyone has an opinion

I DEFINATELY have opinions on everything I see

And anyone and everyone I meet

Sometimes I won't though...

Simply because

What I see happening isn't worth worrying about

Or

What I hear simply doesn't tickle my fancy ;P

(I always find that saying "tickle my fancy" funny haha)

Or

I just really don't give a fu$$!

It's taken me time and practice to get to the stage that I'm at with not giving a fu$$

But everything I went through most definately got me here

And I'm loving it.

I'll admit it

Sometimes I slip

And things get to me

Or

Things really do bug me secretly

SO!

To the point!

I've learnt that

You can't let every little thing bug you

You can't let people's thoughts and words get to you

If you let other peoples opinions get to you

Then your not really living life for yourself

And most of my life

I lived to keep mainly my parents happy

It was hard

Because it meant sacrificing my happiness

But I grew older

And grew tired

Of living life for the happiness of others

So when I finished high school

I stopped

Started slowly living for me

And if you weren't my Mother or Father

Your opinion honestly came in one ear

And out the other

I was already living for them

And that was where I drew the line

They were my only exception to sacrificing my happiness

People disagreeing with your actions can be understandable

Ok!

So you don't like what I'm doing

Nice to know!

Then leave it at that

When you sit around worrying about what other people think

And what they might think of you

It's dead set just living life for them

And honestly

If you do what they think you shouldn't

It really won't kill them

Because what you decide will effect you more than it would anyone else

That doesn't mean

Don't accept constructive criticsm and what not

I mean, just know that its still your decision

And if you make a wrong turn

Pick yourself up

Head forward

Ignore peoples negative bullshu$$

And keep walking!

Negativity should be deleted immediately

Don't need it

I think there is so much that can be spoken about all this

It's just how I try to live my life

I was fortunate to be bullied by most people that are close to me

You all taught me this =)

Don't let Shi$$ people bug you

Worry about yourself and what ever else you need to worry about

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