He said his parents didn't take it very well. His mum wasn't surprised and neither was his grandma. His dad however was real happy. When he mentioned marriage his grandma walked off. I was kind of offended when he told me that, but oh well... she was upset. I don't know though, to me it just seems like she doesn't like me.
We told my parents he did all the talking... I think I probably should've been the one to tell my parents but it made him feel better so I was like "oh what the hell" *shrug*. My mum cried, and my dad dissed me too the max, saying to my Fiance that his gonna have a hell of a life with me because I don't listen. That really pissed me off, made me go cold to the point where I don't care what he thinks. I knew my mum would be heaps upset. But she didn't diss me thankfully... I still feel cold towards my dad, I can't help it, I don't feel remorse, I'm having a kid, whats done is done, and Im happy.
My parents are just worried about their reputation, I'm really sorry, but I'm not.
After we told my parents we went and spoke to my Fiance's mum. She wasn't too happy at all either. I think they would've preferred for us not to keep the baby. I detest the idea, the thought even. I love my bubba already. She was pretty much scared, it kind of seemed like she thought I was going to be a neglectful mum. I was calm about it though cos I know she's just worried but yeah once again I couldn't care less what anyone thinks, when it comes to negativity, my Fiance's family seems to just focus on the negative... I mean that's normal cos it's just reality but DAMN man! The more I write about this conversation, the more I get mad. I'm just glad I was ok the entire time, but thinking back on it, I'm mad now.
I'm nervous about living with them when baby is born so I don't know, might need to chat with the other half about that, I guess I just need closure that they won't be all up in my business.
Today is real ugly weather...
Anyway discussing finance with the other half we do things quite differently, I just have to submit which is hard for some reason... I don't mind doing it his way as long as I know whats going on and it makes sense to me, as in I understand whats going on.
I have to get my shit together in school, work hard and take good care of myself and baby. Other half bought me a yoga mat yesterday because I want to start prenatal yoga.
This morning I have sore breasts a bit moody, I'm annoyed with yesterday, my dad and my other halfs mum. Thats all I have this morning, oh and yesterday I just got real tired real early. Im so annoyed so Im gonna stop blogging for now.
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