I've hit a rock bottom
Thanks to my pregnancy I go in and out of depression. I haven't been able to study, do my work....I have to work extra hard to pass now. I believe I can do it. Because I have to do it, at least for my baby
Going to the doctors tomorrow, I just need reasurance that everything is going smoothly with my baby!
I hope everything goes well
As far as wedding plans go?
Im having a wedding soon!
I have a lot of fears, but more just excitement
I refuse to focus on negatives, cos mistakes have been made. My baby is no mistake, but the timing is just a tad wrong haha
Negatives include finance, rushing everything now, cant do things the way we planned
But I couldnt be happier, I accept the responsibilities and I wouldnt have it any other way. I'm carrying life, and I think its a wonderful blessing. I'm happy despite what anyone says...Couldnt care less people, I love my baby, and you will too =P
Symptoms today? and Yesterday!
Yesterday...Constant crying...and cramping
Today...Less crying, tantrums...cramping bearly hurt but I felt it still, TIRED AS!
Today has been a rough day... Stressing me out and shit...NO MORE!!!
From now on? Its smooth sailing....if I get stressed Im just going to leave what ever it is thats stressing me...Dont want anything happening to baby!
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