6 weeks and 2 days

Its been a while but I just came to post a pic of my 6 week belly

Im exhausted, and on top of that, Im sick, I am trying VERY hard to just listen to my body and eat what it wants.

I'm real busy with school too and have no time to be tired but I am so TIRED baby keeps taking all my energy

Anyway, my belly shot

5 weeks and 3 days

I went to the doctors today...and NOTE: cramps during early pregnancy, are perfectly fine, as long as there is no bleeding! Took a blood test as well for me and the baby

Happy =)

Today I've just been crampy and tired and hungry! But there is nothing here that I can eat...

Went window shopping with the other half too

Tried doing work today and OMG made me so tired.

Im so hungry but I dont know what to eat, got to eat something...Anyway Im too tired to stay on

and blog any further

5 weeks and 2 days

I've hit a rock bottom

Thanks to my pregnancy I go in and out of depression. I haven't been able to study, do my work....I have to work extra hard to pass now. I believe I can do it. Because I have to do it, at least for my baby

Going to the doctors tomorrow, I just need reasurance that everything is going smoothly with my baby!

I hope everything goes well

As far as wedding plans go?

Im having a wedding soon!

I have a lot of fears, but more just excitement

I refuse to focus on negatives, cos mistakes have been made. My baby is no mistake, but the timing is just a tad wrong haha

Negatives include finance, rushing everything now, cant do things the way we planned

But I couldnt be happier, I accept the responsibilities and I wouldnt have it any other way. I'm carrying life, and I think its a wonderful blessing. I'm happy despite what anyone says...Couldnt care less people, I love my baby, and you will too =P

Symptoms today? and Yesterday!

Yesterday...Constant crying...and cramping

Today...Less crying, tantrums...cramping bearly hurt but I felt it still, TIRED AS!

Today has been a rough day... Stressing me out and shit...NO MORE!!!

From now on? Its smooth sailing....if I get stressed Im just going to leave what ever it is thats stressing me...Dont want anything happening to baby!

5 weeks and 1 day

So, its 2:24 in the morning. I went to sleep pretty early but I had to wake up for dialysis, and I haven't been able to go to sleep.

Yesterday I took my parents to a function, I was already tired because I woke up early in the morning and couldn't go back to bed.

Symptoms today included light cramping, I've been craving biscuits and I'm really hot right now.

I'm too tired to blog,

Anyway other symptoms too included head aches, CONSTANT on and off

Yesterday I chucked the maddest fit, throwing over the table, chair and bins because my fiance was being a hypocrite.

Im so tired.

5 weeks prego

So yesterday I told my parents, The night before that, my Fiance had told his.

He said his parents didn't take it very well. His mum wasn't surprised and neither was his grandma. His dad however was real happy. When he mentioned marriage his grandma walked off. I was kind of offended when he told me that, but oh well... she was upset. I don't know though, to me it just seems like she doesn't like me.

We told my parents he did all the talking... I think I probably should've been the one to tell my parents but it made him feel better so I was like "oh what the hell" *shrug*. My mum cried, and my dad dissed me too the max, saying to my Fiance that his gonna have a hell of a life with me because I don't listen. That really pissed me off, made me go cold to the point where I don't care what he thinks. I knew my mum would be heaps upset. But she didn't diss me thankfully... I still feel cold towards my dad, I can't help it, I don't feel remorse, I'm having a kid, whats done is done, and Im happy.

My parents are just worried about their reputation, I'm really sorry, but I'm not.

After we told my parents we went and spoke to my Fiance's mum. She wasn't too happy at all either. I think they would've preferred for us not to keep the baby. I detest the idea, the thought even. I love my bubba already. She was pretty much scared, it kind of seemed like she thought I was going to be a neglectful mum. I was calm about it though cos I know she's just worried but yeah once again I couldn't care less what anyone thinks, when it comes to negativity, my Fiance's family seems to just focus on the negative... I mean that's normal cos it's just reality but DAMN man! The more I write about this conversation, the more I get mad. I'm just glad I was ok the entire time, but thinking back on it, I'm mad now.

I'm nervous about living with them when baby is born so I don't know, might need to chat with the other half about that, I guess I just need closure that they won't be all up in my business.

Today is real ugly weather...

Anyway discussing finance with the other half we do things quite differently, I just have to submit which is hard for some reason... I don't mind doing it his way as long as I know whats going on and it makes sense to me, as in I understand whats  going on.

I have to get my shit together in school, work hard and take good care of myself and baby. Other half bought me a yoga mat yesterday because I want to start prenatal yoga.

This morning I have sore breasts a bit moody, I'm annoyed with yesterday, my dad and my other halfs mum. Thats all I have this morning, oh and yesterday I just got real tired real early. Im so annoyed so Im gonna stop blogging for now.

Belly Shot 

PREGNANT

March 12, 2012 I got up in the morning and decided to take a pregnancy test

And this was the result (two lines = positive, one line = negative)

I was shaking and just really shocked

I called up my fiance and told him the news

While breaking out into tears

He was calm

Made a doctors appointment

and took another test there and it came out negative

So took blood test

Fiance believed I wasn't pregnant

I knew I was

We waited eagerly to hear whether we were pregnant or not

When we were told we were pregnant I was shocked

And scared

But now I'm happy and I'm this big now (4 weeks and 4 days)

Nothing much besides a little fat haha

Mood swings have been quite bad

Always tired

Started spotting

In the mornings when I blow my nose

There's a bit of blood

I get head aches on and off

My body temperature always changes drastically

Eating a lot more

Finance is turning out to be quite a bitch

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When something negative is crystal clear

There is really no need to wallow in it

Everything is going to be just fine =)

I know it!