Its funny how you slowly start to see where you stand with people

Slowly but surely you start to see

You see how far they'll go

Should you compare it to yourself?

How far you'll go?

Maybe you should, maybe you shouldn't...

Problem with actually comparing is that...

It really hurts when you do the math

And see that you might go further

Then they actually want to

So when you do the math

And sum it all up

What do you do then?

Find someone who will actually

Go as far as you would?

Or make an exception?

As for me?

I make the exception!

When you love someone

You really have no choice but to make the exception

But I'd be lying if I said I was ok

I've never been so confused in my life

Why is only one of us confused?

Am I being insecure?

Everything I have learnt

Im all confused

Why am I wrong

Why was I wrong

Am I wrong

Wondering...it never gets you anywhere

I've learnt that from every relationship I've been in

See when you'd go further then they would

It makes you wonder

How much...

How much?

It brings anger, confusion

But then again

Everyone is different

Everyone has their own way of doing things

I wish my way of doing things wasn't so extravagant

I need to pause for a moment

And think...