Deep, mushy and all
Here goes
After the rain, there's a rainbow
With me
When its pissing down rain
It can be soooo...sad doesn't even cut it
But it'll have to do
But when the rain stops
The rainbow is so fucking awesome
You know how you have a sweet moment with a crush or blah blah
You get butterflies and all mushy like
I get tingles in my heart
Its my high
LOL
Well this is a weird happy blog
Hopeless at writing
Anyway back to depressing blogs
Wondering about the past
What is it about the past that makes us cling on
Is it the memory?
The memory of the feeling?
Being hurt?
Or being happy?
See I can think back to my childhood
A bad time
For example
When I would get hit for doing something bad
Yeah actually it does kind of hurt
But its more funny than anything
Then you think about verbal abuse
And wonder why it still hurts
To replay that moment in your head
Its like your heart can rewind to that moment
And feel everything all over again
But all the things I have let go
My heart can't remember
I think thats called actually moving on
Moving on being something I've spent years working on
I'm quite good at
But then again
I have no idea where I'm going with this
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