Saturday, 21 April 2012

9 weeks and 5 days


So today the symptoms I had were pretty usual

Better though

I woke up feeling awesome this morning

And then I made the stupid mistake of eating eggs

I really think I should stay away from them

They hurt my stomach so much

Though I know its really good for baby

Other then that, same old nausea

Its worst when Im in my Fiances room

There is a scent in there that smells really awful to me

Funny thing:

Im the only one that smells it

Superhero nose!

I hate that feeling I get in my stomach where it needs to eat

Its not like "Oh Im hungry"

Its more like "I have no intestines...mmmm"

So tired now though from going to Ikea

Was nice though

It was great to really get out

I loved it

Picturing our house and furniture

It was awesome

Very tired

Wednesday, 18 April 2012

9 weeks and 2 days

I'm thankful for everyday that passes and I go along further into my pregnancy

I can't wait for my little baby to be born

Symptoms for today include

Nausea...

I was fine this morning then towards the afternoon I've been feeling sick

And been feeling that way ever since

Dizzy, with slight headaches when I was at church

My first craving ever....for pig

I need to vent on here though

First of all

I'm more then happy to deal with my own problems

To be honest I wouldn't have it any other way

You warned me, I got burnt

Now you want nothing to do with me

So be it!

I don't know anything

I'm going with my insticts

They telling me not to worry about all this

It will get better

Well I hope it does soon

The one person I normally turn to isn't around at the moment

But I'm just going to be strong for my little one

I'm in a ditch

But I refuse to stay there

I refuse to sit there and be upset about falling

I fell, and now I'm going to get up

Might struggle

But there is a man I can always count on

That would be God

<3

THANKYOU FATHER!