I have no idea who you are...

Who are you?

My minds confused...

So Im not gonna care...

Far as I'm concerned

I'm numb with whatever happens between you and your...well...my Dad

So>>> I don't know what your trying to prove...

Whatever it is

Why are you trying to prove it to me?

I don't care

And it's going to stay that way!

You!

There is a feeling, an unpleasant feeling

I can't stand

It's the feeling of not being humble

Being ungreatful

Its hard to be greatful and humble

I don't care how people see me

They may think I'm all that I wanna be

But inside, Im not

And people who aren't greatful, are never happy (well not completely)

Too busy wanting all the shit they can't have

Its a normal thing of course

But there is a limit.

If Im not careful I just might exceed that limit

God help me!

But Why?

I'm a train wreck in the morning

I'm a bitch in the afternoon

Every now and then without warning

I can be really mean towards you

I'm a puzzle yes indeed

Ever complex in every way

And all the pieces aren't even in the box

And yet you see the picture clear as day

I'm a host of imperfection

I don't know why you love me...


- Beyonce

Don't worry, be happy =)

So I let go

Just let it free

Let it be, pretty much

Do whatever makes you happy

If fake boobs make you happy

GO GET EM!

Fuck what anyone says =)

Im tired...so GOODBYE!

Mr Intentional

we rise to ego


by being insecure


the advice that we go desperately searching for


to engage in denial


to admit we're immature


open up your eyes


stop blaming other people


its nobody elses fault


accept the truth about you


you know that life goes on with out you


don't worship my hurt feelings


the only help I need to live


is unprofessional


the only world I have to give


is not material


if you need much more than this


Im not available


-Lauryn Hill

SO LAZY

does it hurt to lose sight of everything around you?

or everything that was around you?

I think it does

feeling like I can't really turn back now

need to do something about it

need to stop talking shit and actually start doing it

watching people struggle, makes me paranoid

I can't just say it's not going to happen to me

but I also can't jump to the conclusion that it will

can't jump to conclusions at all pretty much

faith...hope...love

faith dies here

hope dies here

love lives on

Random Thoughts

Those who speak without listening...are a waste of time to listen too

shut the fuck up, and listen, and listen well

don't question it...listen first, then decide

then speak =)

I don't really give a fuck about shit that goes on outside my world

well not yet at least

whatever is easiest to do, is the weakest thing to do

whatever feels good, is usually bad

right is wrong and wrong is right

sooo....

do it your way

doing anything in anger is wrong

so since Im angry at my assignment, it would be wrong for me to take action because I am angry =)

GOODNIGHT!

PROCRASTINATE ME

A strong person is one who loves everyone, despite practically...ANYTHING!

Don't for one second ever think your strong unless you can love someone who would kill you happily...

Stop looking at other peoples faults, and start looking at your own!

Before you try to fix anyone else

Fix yourself first

Forgiving someone completely includes letting go of what they did

When what has been done no longer affects you

Then you have truly forgiven

Your not weak if you can't, you just have to try harder, and if you still can't, then you haven't really tried at all. Time and thought was wasted on trying, if anything is possible and you couldn't do it. 

(Something I try to live by, not easy mate...not easy)

Everything takes effort...

Lets do this...

DO IT!

One who thinks they know it all, knows nothing at all

so SHUT THE FUCK UP!

Answers lead to more Questions

So many thoughts

So used to keeping them to myself

Now to share them

Why do I ask and not give?

Hmmm...realising, analysing...

What a dick! (me)

How do you deal with problems without killing yourself?

How do you fix a problem, when the problem is, yourself?

Knowing the problem is always first step

But what's next?

Yeah sure, work on it....

But how???????????????????

WHAT!

Stop wanting

Give with everything you have

Be thankful when you recieve nothing

Be more thankful when you get something in return

In other words

Get over yourself

=)

they say, "Honesty is the best policy"

Load of shit!

SUFFERING at the moment

And I deserve every last bit of it

He said that life will bite you when you try to make things right, after you've done it wrong

It most definately has bitten me

Love is a funny thing

And I think I only just learnt what it really is...Im pretty sure

There's two types of love

One that can break

And the other?

Well...like how a mother loves her child

The love that can break, can be dangerous

The other?

Is safe

Love that can break, can kill

The other?

Can only love

Love that can break, can die

The other?

Can only live on

What they both have in common?

THEY BOTH HURT


In the end, everything happens for a reason

Every bad thing that comes out of doing right

Is a lesson to be learnt

And lessons learnt can only make you stronger

Doing the right thing is never easy and it shows strength

Doing wrong only makes you weak

So when you try to make it right you need to be strong

Because life punishes you

How ever much you hurt or did wrong to one person

Life will hurt you twice as much

They call it Karma

I think the proper term is just 'life'