ACCEPT IT

I just realised,

 I have no idea who I am...

Im a selfish retard

Being selfish is an embarassing trait to have...

I feel embarassed just listening to selfish people

Consideration is appealing

Be considerate

Don't be a selfish fuck head

Just going to play a game

I remember all the days

Breakin it off

If you drink

Never know how much I love you

I'm taking you back

Is it true?

Sad songs

Its just me and you baby

I bet your wondering how I knew

Gotta change my answering machine

(Incase you didn't motice, they were first line lyrics to random song, bothered much!)

Benefit of the doubt

Stage I'm at

Taking it day by day

And I must say I am loving it =)

So....

Crashed a little, swirved a bit, and almost hit a tree

LOL =)

(EL OH EL SMILEY FACE)

Nothing...

Silent...shares the same letters as...Listen

One look upon his face,

one last breath

before drowning in his eyes,

a soft caress in a bed of lies.

As the stars aligned

my heart was his

and I had died…

It’s when I close my eyes 
Where my reality 
Becomes my destiny 

A sad fallacy  
Of a girl who pushed everyone a w a y 
The coward never chose to stay 
 
Who builds BARRIERS
Instead of b-r-i-d-g-e-s 
To heal her stitches  

Who b r o k e  hearts
To use those pieces of stone 
   [ To protect her own ]

A sordid story 
Of a girl who never knew how to say sorry 

Isolated and broken 
Unanimously out spoken 

But when I open my eyes
I step out of the book 
And look… 

Back at those truths
     As only a nightmare 
Convincing myself I was happy
And that life was fair 

She was the girl
With the broken smile.
No one knew it was broken though,
Because she never stopped smiling
Her little smile
No matter how hard life became.
She kept her past
Behind her smile.

Its turned...

Happiness gone

I can do this!

Sooner or later the tables would've turned =)

It's not a good thing, but I'm so happy =)

=)

It's amazing the impact one person can have on other people...

Tell it...tell it how it is...

Minds set and Im focused

Slight distractions, but it's ok =)

My plans may have slightly changed but...I think it's going to work

FUCK!

It's time to fix my mess...

So much to think about... how about just sitting back, and thinking about nothing....

I'm listening

He makes a good point

Don't think for one second your time went to waste

I think I am weak

I need time to think

To think to myself

What to do?

I got it good

But I'm just thinking outside the box

Let it go

If your mamma is still livin

Treat your mamma right

Don’t be like me 

And let that moment slip away

And be careful

Cos you can’t take back what you say

To my real mamma

If your listening

I’m letting it go

To my father

I forgive you

Cos you didn’t know

That the pain 

Was preperation for my destiny

And one more thing lord

Let my son be a better man then me

-Kirk Franklin

Two's better then none

Someone told me to remember that "there is always someone out there better than you" that's true, but no one can be better at being you then you =)

Two can play at a foul game....if I'm dead to you, then I'd like to remain that way...nice knowing you...

DUECES

The one thing that keeps me going...through the real rough times...is knowing that other peeps have it so much harder then me

Therefore I should suck it up cos I got it pretty good

OVERDOSE

I know that you will kill me

Cos Im sweating, tweekin, phenin,

Never been so high

But damn I love this feeling

Koz Im aching, breaking, shaking

Will I make it through the night?

Can't nobody help

I did it to myself

And I swear I'd do it again and again.

-Jamie Foxx

Maybe one should not think...every once in a while...just not think....about anything

Sick

There are people that love you

Then there are people that actually really love you

Spot the difference!

I don't give a *****

Something I learnt about confidence was to literally not give a fuck...

Not give a fuck about what people think especially

Only persons opinion that you should care about is your own (when it comes to appearance)

If you don't like something about yourself, change it!

If you can change what you don't like about yourself, quit complaining and change it! (physically)

If you wanna wear fish perfume and get odd stares....DO IT! haha

Pretty much what Im saying is, accept what you can't change about yourself...embrace it...

For example if you know your a fuck head and you can't help it....you be a proud fuck head =) if it's who you are

haha exaggerating much, but you get the picture!

If people don't like that your a fuck head...don't change for them... if they can't accept who you are then they can get fucked =)

But if you don't like being a fuck head....then STOP BEING A FUCK HEAD! =P

Never try to 'fit in'...why? ...because if you have to try in the first place you obviously don't belong there! haha "BELONG"

YOU UGLY!!!!

Your gorgeous!!!! Don't hide it or cover it up....

When you do hide it, and try to cover it up, you look...pretty UGLY!