9 weeks and 5 days

So today the symptoms I had were pretty usual

Better though

I woke up feeling awesome this morning

And then I made the stupid mistake of eating eggs

I really think I should stay away from them

They hurt my stomach so much

Though I know its really good for baby

Other then that, same old nausea

Its worst when Im in my Fiances room

There is a scent in there that smells really awful to me

Funny thing:

Im the only one that smells it

Superhero nose!

I hate that feeling I get in my stomach where it needs to eat

Its not like "Oh Im hungry"

Its more like "I have no intestines...mmmm"

So tired now though from going to Ikea

Was nice though

It was great to really get out

I loved it

Picturing our house and furniture

It was awesome

Very tired

9 weeks and 2 days

I'm thankful for everyday that passes and I go along further into my pregnancy

I can't wait for my little baby to be born

Symptoms for today include

Nausea...

I was fine this morning then towards the afternoon I've been feeling sick

And been feeling that way ever since

Dizzy, with slight headaches when I was at church

My first craving ever....for pig

I need to vent on here though

First of all

I'm more then happy to deal with my own problems

To be honest I wouldn't have it any other way

You warned me, I got burnt

Now you want nothing to do with me

So be it!

I don't know anything

I'm going with my insticts

They telling me not to worry about all this

It will get better

Well I hope it does soon

The one person I normally turn to isn't around at the moment

But I'm just going to be strong for my little one

I'm in a ditch

But I refuse to stay there

I refuse to sit there and be upset about falling

I fell, and now I'm going to get up

Might struggle

But there is a man I can always count on

That would be God

<3

THANKYOU FATHER!

6 weeks and 2 days

Its been a while but I just came to post a pic of my 6 week belly

Im exhausted, and on top of that, Im sick, I am trying VERY hard to just listen to my body and eat what it wants.

I'm real busy with school too and have no time to be tired but I am so TIRED baby keeps taking all my energy

Anyway, my belly shot

5 weeks and 3 days

I went to the doctors today...and NOTE: cramps during early pregnancy, are perfectly fine, as long as there is no bleeding! Took a blood test as well for me and the baby

Happy =)

Today I've just been crampy and tired and hungry! But there is nothing here that I can eat...

Went window shopping with the other half too

Tried doing work today and OMG made me so tired.

Im so hungry but I dont know what to eat, got to eat something...Anyway Im too tired to stay on

and blog any further

5 weeks and 2 days

I've hit a rock bottom

Thanks to my pregnancy I go in and out of depression. I haven't been able to study, do my work....I have to work extra hard to pass now. I believe I can do it. Because I have to do it, at least for my baby

Going to the doctors tomorrow, I just need reasurance that everything is going smoothly with my baby!

I hope everything goes well

As far as wedding plans go?

Im having a wedding soon!

I have a lot of fears, but more just excitement

I refuse to focus on negatives, cos mistakes have been made. My baby is no mistake, but the timing is just a tad wrong haha

Negatives include finance, rushing everything now, cant do things the way we planned

But I couldnt be happier, I accept the responsibilities and I wouldnt have it any other way. I'm carrying life, and I think its a wonderful blessing. I'm happy despite what anyone says...Couldnt care less people, I love my baby, and you will too =P

Symptoms today? and Yesterday!

Yesterday...Constant crying...and cramping

Today...Less crying, tantrums...cramping bearly hurt but I felt it still, TIRED AS!

Today has been a rough day... Stressing me out and shit...NO MORE!!!

From now on? Its smooth sailing....if I get stressed Im just going to leave what ever it is thats stressing me...Dont want anything happening to baby!

5 weeks and 1 day

So, its 2:24 in the morning. I went to sleep pretty early but I had to wake up for dialysis, and I haven't been able to go to sleep.

Yesterday I took my parents to a function, I was already tired because I woke up early in the morning and couldn't go back to bed.

Symptoms today included light cramping, I've been craving biscuits and I'm really hot right now.

I'm too tired to blog,

Anyway other symptoms too included head aches, CONSTANT on and off

Yesterday I chucked the maddest fit, throwing over the table, chair and bins because my fiance was being a hypocrite.

Im so tired.

5 weeks prego

So yesterday I told my parents, The night before that, my Fiance had told his.

He said his parents didn't take it very well. His mum wasn't surprised and neither was his grandma. His dad however was real happy. When he mentioned marriage his grandma walked off. I was kind of offended when he told me that, but oh well... she was upset. I don't know though, to me it just seems like she doesn't like me.

We told my parents he did all the talking... I think I probably should've been the one to tell my parents but it made him feel better so I was like "oh what the hell" *shrug*. My mum cried, and my dad dissed me too the max, saying to my Fiance that his gonna have a hell of a life with me because I don't listen. That really pissed me off, made me go cold to the point where I don't care what he thinks. I knew my mum would be heaps upset. But she didn't diss me thankfully... I still feel cold towards my dad, I can't help it, I don't feel remorse, I'm having a kid, whats done is done, and Im happy.

My parents are just worried about their reputation, I'm really sorry, but I'm not.

After we told my parents we went and spoke to my Fiance's mum. She wasn't too happy at all either. I think they would've preferred for us not to keep the baby. I detest the idea, the thought even. I love my bubba already. She was pretty much scared, it kind of seemed like she thought I was going to be a neglectful mum. I was calm about it though cos I know she's just worried but yeah once again I couldn't care less what anyone thinks, when it comes to negativity, my Fiance's family seems to just focus on the negative... I mean that's normal cos it's just reality but DAMN man! The more I write about this conversation, the more I get mad. I'm just glad I was ok the entire time, but thinking back on it, I'm mad now.

I'm nervous about living with them when baby is born so I don't know, might need to chat with the other half about that, I guess I just need closure that they won't be all up in my business.

Today is real ugly weather...

Anyway discussing finance with the other half we do things quite differently, I just have to submit which is hard for some reason... I don't mind doing it his way as long as I know whats going on and it makes sense to me, as in I understand whats  going on.

I have to get my shit together in school, work hard and take good care of myself and baby. Other half bought me a yoga mat yesterday because I want to start prenatal yoga.

This morning I have sore breasts a bit moody, I'm annoyed with yesterday, my dad and my other halfs mum. Thats all I have this morning, oh and yesterday I just got real tired real early. Im so annoyed so Im gonna stop blogging for now.

Belly Shot