You go from wonder to wonder

Questions arise in your mind

Answers fill your heart

And then you realise

...

I choose....

Life has so may choices...

choose wisely huh?

it's hard when your not too sure what awaits

after the chosen choice has been made

or when you don't consider consequences

consequences aren't bad (totally)

Its there to teach you

Give you experience

In some ways

Bad choices are good

....

Good choices are better

...

Wise choices are essential

Fantacy

The secret of life

is enjoying the passage of time

any fool can do it

no body knows how we got to the top of the hill

since we're all on our way down

we might as well enjoy the ride

its ok to feel afraid

dont let it stand in your way

since we're all here for a while

we might as well show some style

give us a smile

isnt that a lovely ride

try not to try too hard

its just a lovely ride

the thing about time

is that time isn't really real

WHY I LOVE YOU

Tuesday 7th December
11:40pm

So I thought, since Im good at writing down my feelings, I would =)

I love you because...

where do I start?

I love you because you take me as I am

You've accepted me for everything I am, everything I think I am, you've accepted me for who I am

Even though we may view things quite differently, you still accept my ways of seeing things and to respect it as well means a lot to me

You've put up with a lot, and I can see your willing to continue too...well I think you should =P haha jks =)

No, but really, I know you would put up with my shit just because...you wanna be with me

I love you for it

You've changed me in a way that I dont like...sorry if Im not making sense...but you know I hate showing my emotions...and since we've been together...I haven't felt like...so alive emotionally...you've woken my heart up, which was MIA for a long time...

You make it ok for me to be emotional...I still hate it though!

I just love you so much, it hurts...

Most of all, I love you because you loved me and still do...

I thought with an attitude like mine, I was unloveable, or there was no chance...hence why my heart was MIA too the days when it came to boys/men/old men =P

hehe I JUST LOVE YOU! thats my answer...

I have no idea who you are...

Who are you?

My minds confused...

So Im not gonna care...

Far as I'm concerned

I'm numb with whatever happens between you and your...well...my Dad

So>>> I don't know what your trying to prove...

Whatever it is

Why are you trying to prove it to me?

I don't care

And it's going to stay that way!

You!

There is a feeling, an unpleasant feeling

I can't stand

It's the feeling of not being humble

Being ungreatful

Its hard to be greatful and humble

I don't care how people see me

They may think I'm all that I wanna be

But inside, Im not

And people who aren't greatful, are never happy (well not completely)

Too busy wanting all the shit they can't have

Its a normal thing of course

But there is a limit.

If Im not careful I just might exceed that limit

God help me!

But Why?

I'm a train wreck in the morning

I'm a bitch in the afternoon

Every now and then without warning

I can be really mean towards you

I'm a puzzle yes indeed

Ever complex in every way

And all the pieces aren't even in the box

And yet you see the picture clear as day

I'm a host of imperfection

I don't know why you love me...


- Beyonce