Wednesday, 30 November 2011



I have no idea who you are...

Who are you?

My minds confused...

So Im not gonna care...

Far as I'm concerned

I'm numb with whatever happens between you and your...well...my Dad

So>>> I don't know what your trying to prove...

Whatever it is

Why are you trying to prove it to me?

I don't care

And it's going to stay that way!

Sunday, 27 November 2011

You!



There is a feeling, an unpleasant feeling

I can't stand

It's the feeling of not being humble

Being ungreatful

Its hard to be greatful and humble

I don't care how people see me

They may think I'm all that I wanna be

But inside, Im not

And people who aren't greatful, are never happy (well not completely)

Too busy wanting all the shit they can't have

Its a normal thing of course

But there is a limit.

If Im not careful I just might exceed that limit

God help me!

Friday, 25 November 2011

But Why?



I'm a train wreck in the morning

I'm a bitch in the afternoon

Every now and then without warning

I can be really mean towards you

I'm a puzzle yes indeed

Ever complex in every way

And all the pieces aren't even in the box

And yet you see the picture clear as day

I'm a host of imperfection

I don't know why you love me...


- Beyonce

Thursday, 24 November 2011

Don't worry, be happy =)



So I let go

Just let it free

Let it be, pretty much

Do whatever makes you happy

If fake boobs make you happy

GO GET EM!

Fuck what anyone says =)

Im tired...so GOODBYE!




Saturday, 19 November 2011

Mr Intentional





we rise to ego


by being insecure


the advice that we go desperately searching for


to engage in denial


to admit we're immature


open up your eyes


stop blaming other people


its nobody elses fault


accept the truth about you


you know that life goes on with out you


don't worship my hurt feelings


the only help I need to live


is unprofessional


the only world I have to give


is not material


if you need much more than this


Im not available


-Lauryn Hill




SO LAZY



does it hurt to lose sight of everything around you?

or everything that was around you?

I think it does

feeling like I can't really turn back now

need to do something about it

need to stop talking shit and actually start doing it

watching people struggle, makes me paranoid

I can't just say it's not going to happen to me

but I also can't jump to the conclusion that it will

can't jump to conclusions at all pretty much

faith...hope...love

faith dies here

hope dies here

love lives on




Wednesday, 16 November 2011

Random Thoughts



Those who speak without listening...are a waste of time to listen too

shut the fuck up, and listen, and listen well

don't question it...listen first, then decide

then speak =)

I don't really give a fuck about shit that goes on outside my world

well not yet at least

whatever is easiest to do, is the weakest thing to do

whatever feels good, is usually bad

right is wrong and wrong is right

sooo....

do it your way

doing anything in anger is wrong

so since Im angry at my assignment, it would be wrong for me to take action because I am angry =)

GOODNIGHT!